I want kids I’m just terrified I won’t be a good father and I’ll pass on my issues to them. I don’t want my kids to have schizophrenia or bipolar disorder or schizoaffective or depression or anxiety. I don’t want them to have a fucked up life like I do. I don’t want them living in constant fear of rejection or helplessness. I don’t want them to feel alienated. I just want them to be happy like I never got the chance to. I just want them to be happy and without worry.